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| Right so... I'm diabetic now.
So many things to manage, feels like my body went on manual and I'm supposed to drive it.
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| Je suis plus capable de me supporter. La seule personne que j'hais dans le monde c'est moi, je suis la seule responsable pour la misere dans laquelle je me trouve tout le temps, la douleur qui me pousserait a faire des choses irreversible si je n'etais pas si lache. Le monde veux me raisonner mais je ne veut pas ecouter, je veut juste faire pitier pour que tout arrive tout seul. Pitoyable... Je ne devrait meme pas vivre! C'est ridicule, franchement stupide. Je n'apprecie rien. Je vaut rien, franchement inutile... S'il te plait... fini ma vie pour moi. Parce que tout le monde sait que je suis trops lache pour la finir tout seul.
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| I'm truly the saddest person to ever live x.x; These last weeks have been horrible, I realized I really had no friends and that I'm basicaly only alive when someone needs something... "Jess, do you have scissors?" or "Jess, how do you say this in english?" and "Jess, how is dark energy affecting the universe?" I mean seriously I could die and people would only notice the next time they need a paint brush. As usual, its probably my fault, I mean I'm just not an interesting person and I don't do anything interesting. Its just depressing to be a person no one will ever like x.x;
This is the first time I got to get this out, and still no ones ever gunna know about it -.-;
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| New years don't feel any different from the last. The first few seconds are exciting, espcially surrounded by people holding things that make loud sounds  Both my new years parties were alright. Though the second one was a challenge near the end... I could bearly keep my eyes open  Then again I was so tired during the other one, I started talking to a clock I had won earlier that evening  . Life is just a story and its not the new years that mark the chapters, its the events that happen between them.
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